(Trigger warning)

Do you ever feel like your drowning but everyone around you is breathing fine? Yea, join the club.

Do you ever scream but you make no sound or even move you mouth? Yea, well join the club. 

Do you look in the mirror and hate what you see? Now you know what it's like to be me. 

I'm so sick of this, feeling worthless no matter what you do. And the same thoughts echoing around your head for months at a time. 

Worthless, stupid , selfish, better off dead, But I'm fine, happy , getting 'better' at least that's what I say, but I say a lot of things.